none of the like. fact that he was a part of 1d is sinking in rn. Does that make sense. like i feel like im completely not processing that when july 23 rolls around next year it’s going to be different. when i want to listen to 1d it’s going to be different. when i want to rewatch a 1d funny moments vid it’s going to be different. when i go through my childhood things and look at merch it’s going to be different. like my best friend in elementary school’s favorite member of 1d was liam. like fuck it there’s so much history i’m not ? unpacking rn ? bc nothing is making sense or processing or whatever the hell ? Like there’s so many angles to this the fact that he was in 1d the fact that he’s a father the fact that he was someone’s brother son friend uncle etc ? the fact that ??? what the fuck
harry propping himself up on the car, pressing his chin to his hand with his yellow and silver nail polish and popping his leg with a delivlish smile is. a lot
